I can remember the feeling I had after making this video. I was so - TopicsExpress



          

I can remember the feeling I had after making this video. I was so convinced that if I blew all my money on Life with DJ and went on a 4,000 mile trip, that by the end of the line, things would have changed enough to make LWDJ a job. Turns out, the world relies on format, which LWDJ lacks. I figure theres no way to format life with entertainment structure. Ive had people tell me I need to gear my channel towards one thing in specific. Bushcraft, Survival, Hunting, Life Hacks, ect. ect. ect. But that would defeat the purpose of being Life with Dakotah Jennings wouldnt it? My favorite scene in this short video is the bathroom scene because it clealy boasts that I hide no aspect of my life lol. I cant help but laugh every time I hear that fart echo out followed by a half awake haha, I literately crack up loling every time. I havent released any videos lately because there really isnt anything going on. I started work, but theres not really much to talk about as Im only cutting opening boxes, putting on stickers and thats about it. Until they put me on the floor (monday). I guess I just dont feel like Im being me any more. Trying to make things work like everyone else does, because everything else Ive ever tried has failed. That whole vision I used to have about how one can live life happily by chasing their dreams seems to be nothing more than a vague delusion I once believed in. I feel like its just one of those days where one feels the whole world has been lying to them. I hear all the time about how motivational and encouraging I am (never understood that, but always enjoy hearing). But if thats the case, how I can I be failing so horribly at life? Ive literately put forth every effort I could into succeeding at what I enjoy most and failed. Invested every dime Ive managed to save and achieved nothing but a dead van and broken dreams. My friend Barry said it best when he put me into that old saying about making lemonade when life gives me lemons. And even as I write this I have a smile on my face because Im watching some of my favorite LWDJ moments attempting to make it. But that doesnt mean I dont hurt or feel hopeless. I hope you enjoy watching my dog take a poop. Lets take a moment to glorify this moment. - Nomadic Vandweller D28 Roadtrip Ogden UT Beautiful Mountains
Posted on: Sat, 25 Oct 2014 17:19:46 +0000

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