I can say this with a clear conscience...I am happier than Ive ever been in my life. In fact, I think this may be the first time I understand what true happiness is. Many of you know how tough things have been this past year, and fewer of you know that it was pretty much how my life has been for the past 45 years. But...I finally have achieved happiness, a place in my life where everything is good. I am in a band where Im finally doing what Ive always wanted, and finally getting some accolades and notice after a lifetime of paying my dues. I was kind of forced into early retirement because of my health, but its become manageable. And, my Social Security, retirement and disability are actually enough for me to have a decent life. Ive got enough of a settlement (since they decided Ive been working through about 8 years of legitimate disability) to get us a better vehicle and to finally realized my dream of a small home studio to be able to work in when Im too old to play...and have a little nest egg for the first time. But the greatest source of my happiness is the love of my life, my wife-to-be, Denise. I finally know what its like to be treated with respect and real love. And, I now know, after all those years of poor choices against my best interest, what true love is and how awesome it really is. No one has ever made me feel so important yet so humbled at the same time. I finally got the girl...the one usually reserved for heroes and princes. Ive got an insanely beautiful future wife who, quite frankly, is hotter (and better in bed) than girls half her age. She is the most giving, most loving and most understanding woman Ive ever known. For the first time ever, I feel the relief of simply being able to be myself. Shes funnier than hell, sharp as a tack and really does get me. Shes my best friend and my one true love and I will NEVER know how I got so lucky. All in all, after coming out of and surviving the worst hell of my life, not to mention a lifetime of hell in the first place...the universe has finally said Ok, hes had enough! I am ecstatically happy, Im right where I want to be in my own little house on the hill, and I am deeply in love with my soulmate. Life is good!
Posted on: Thu, 30 Jan 2014 17:17:40 +0000
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