I can see by all the school day pics how much we love our younguns. We miss Payton so much but dont feel guilty by any means. Id be doing the same thing if Payton were here. I remember last year when all this crap began. It was a tough time for all of us. I remember that I had to be strong for her and to be positive for her so she could stay that way. I did the best I could. I have some pretty life-changing news if you have made it this far. It appears as if I am following after my love sooner than I thought. All of those headaches turned out to be a little more than we thought. I have pretty full-fledged brain cancer. And it is not just a spot or a little area, its EVERYWHERE. It looks like a picture of a turtles shell is the best way I could describe it. We dont know what kind it is yet. They are assuming it is the same that was in my spine because it could have moved through the CSF. Who knows? Im talking to 3-4 more doctors this week to talk about my chemo and radiation options (none of which will be good). Well, I have a procedure in the morning, lumbar puncture, so I better hurry up and get my last sip of water. Im not looking for your pity folks, but there were a good deal of folks that followed us and prayed for my baby. Im not going to turn a prayer away at this point. Its all I have left. Thanks.
Posted on: Tue, 12 Aug 2014 05:02:09 +0000
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