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I cant do the fake smiles anymore the fake excitement about things. I thought my applying at college to make family proud of me Id feel better. But I dont. I cant even fake it anymore. After everything that has happened this past year, I just dont know how to be happy. All I know is that threw everything. Losing James and granny, to breaking my heart again. The one person I am always crying for is my mom. Ive been wishing I could go to Kansas since I left. And today I broke yet again... I need my mom... idc if shes made mistakes, ive made more than my fair share too. Andni cant be mad at her forever for them. Idk how tp get to Kansas ... I cannkt give up my animals... idk how to do this. .. but I know I need my mom...

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