I cant really even begin to explain how I feel about the fact that in less than 10 days Ill be turning 30.... its a constant reminder in my head. Ive been thinking about it all year, quite frankly, since I turned 27 and now that its less than 10 days away. And I cant get it out of my head at all. Im not afraid of getting older... well, actually, I am... Im incredibly grateful to the universe that Ive made it this far, even though it doesnt seem that far at all, but I just cant help but think that everyone past thirty spends the rest of their life talking about their 20s, when I was young... Im on the verge of where those stories begin. its real now. no more bullshit. youre no longer young enough to get away with things. completely different. kind of scary. I look forward to all the exciting moments this decade will bring but I cant seem to kick the underlying feeling of dread. Going to need a little fukitall prescription for this cuz I have a feeling Im just gunna rebel more. so let the games begin! Ive been talking about this for about a year. I wanted to plan something epic and so far, amidst all the hecticness in my life, I have nothing. So lets see what awesome exciting celebration I come up with and Ill keep you all posted. Just a little birthday rant.
Posted on: Fri, 19 Sep 2014 04:00:20 +0000