I cant sleep, mentally Im so drained, when I should be tired, Im thinking about my daughter my daughter will be turning 11 on January 19th, and she is such a special girl shes my world, but Im caught between trying to be a good role model trying to be a good father and not show her the idiot. I never envisioned not being with my daughter not in the same not being able to see her when she wakes up and not being able to give her a hug and tell her I love her when she goes to sleep Im a good father I cant understand how you can do all these things and no Im not looking to be patted on my back its my job,my baby girl did not ask to be brought into this world so its my job as a father to give her game, to give me love and most of all stability.. and please dont get it twisted I aint trying to go back in at home,, lord give me the strength to deal with her mother in a better way Im so tired of being disrespected but still giving respect when its not warranted because Im smart enough to know if I destroy her mother I destroy my daughters lords no I capable of damage...so to all you single women raising a child by your self,if the father is not there pray for him to become a better father tell him you need him tell him you and you cant do it by yourself those words will go a long way.and for the fathers that are living with their children cherish it because being away from your child is the worst feeling in the world dont let outside sources affect yo home dont let any weapon destroy it self included.... if you got a gut feeling in your heart that the person laying next to you is not Mrs or Mr Right get away from them dont waste your time if you dont have kids already lol dam to the fathers that are in the same boat as me you understand me keep on doing you...
Posted on: Wed, 07 Jan 2015 08:06:20 +0000