I declined invitations to parties because I didnt want anyone to see how big I had gotten.. Eventually the invitations stopped coming.. Friendships dwindled.. I hated when when a picture of me would get posted because now everyone would know.. Id get determined.. Join a gym.. Then walk into the gym and beat myself up even more because I wasnt like them.. I couldnt be like them.. I ate impulsively.. I didnt think about what I was doing when I was doing it.. then tried not to think about what I had just done in order to avoid the guilt.. I couldnt avoid the guilt.. I loved food, I hated its control over me... I was desperate.. I had failed so many times.. I hired a coach.. I trusted her guidance..I made minor changes, one day at a time.. 5..10...15...30... 50.. 80.. 100 Lbs came off.. I play tag with my kids.. I wake up full of energy.. I go watch the morning choo choo trains pass with my two yr. old.. I have living room dance parties with my kids.. and I out dance them.. Take my picture and post it, I dont mind...I like who I am again.. My journey to health has been so much more than just weight loss.. Its been a journey toward getting my life back... And its been so amazing... Lets make 2015 the year you get yours back
Posted on: Tue, 30 Dec 2014 16:40:42 +0000
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