I definitely think the last almost 3 1/2 months has caught up with me. I have kept it together pretty well. For both of my kids. Yesterday was one of the worst days of my life. I wish so much that I could take Parkers place, and do all of this for him. I wish he didnt have to hurt. I hope that once we get over this hurdle, he wont have to have any more procedures or surgeries, until his next open heart. I want to be able to take him home and let him be a baby, and do baby things. He has learned how to roll over, and it was in a hospital bed. I want him to have tummy time on the floor with his big sister. I want him to experience the outside! But, with all of these ups and downs, I dont think Id change anything. Like I have said before, I am pretty proud that God thought I was strong enough to take care of a sweet, precious baby that needs so much love and care. He sure has blessed me immensely with great family and friends and an amazing support system. I thank God for each and every one of you. Thank you all for going on this journey with us, and praying every single day for my sweet little heart warrior. This isnt over by a long shot, but I think he is doing pretty dang awesome, and I am SO proud of him and his fight.
Posted on: Wed, 13 Aug 2014 03:08:05 +0000
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