I did a session with Tamara Messenger and I finally understood why loving is the best thing to do in the face of all the suffering in the world going on. Loving and of course acting. And really puting love into all what I do. If youre familiar with this book radiant-joy/347.html?&L=1 Florian Becquereau ;) you may be familiar with the concept of numbness bar : when we are exposed to things that are too painful to face and we also feel powerless to end it, we numb ourselves. Really that is how we live with so many bums in Paris, and that is probably why this city is soooooo difficult for me to live in. Anyhow, I learned that instead of carrying and holding all these emotions and pain and suffering and numbing myself and feeling so powerless and frustrated. I can radiate love... I remember this one night in the Paris subway there was a man sitting with his head hiding in his clothes and bended over his knees. I usually see feel the pain and try to look away from it beause hay what can I do for this one guy ? And all the others ? I chose to impact the world through orgasm and connection. It keeps me quite busy, its rewarding and I like to think that if people are all limbically connected there will be a lot less suffering and problems with addicitons etc. So I walked back towards him, I probably said something and put my hand on his shoulder. I sent all the love and energy I could. Then I realised he didnt respond and I had no clue if he felt it and if he wanted it. I tried. Ill be more confident in the future. I probably think about it everyday; cant we put some public money into collectie housing where these people cna reintegrate a social and healthier life ? Where they can recover from trauma and connect with purpose/meaning ? Thats my wish every single day I am in Paris. Thats a long post. So anyways I meant to say I can radiate love instead of taking in the pain and holding it and numbing myself and disconnecting and feeling powerless. And I poke Aileen Hoffman de Burbure Ana Christa Boksay Clotilde Delcommune
Posted on: Wed, 03 Dec 2014 00:18:11 +0000
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