I did minimize my talk - hi, I need stronger boxes for international shipping, and thank you. I did gray rock successfully!! I got some boxes. That idiot tried to get me used small Office Depot boxes. I declined and got his new boxes. This is according to the divorce decree that he must get me boxes, and send them back to Japan at his expense. It was scary moment. After 20 miles of round trip, I sat at Starbucks and had a sip of coffee. I seemed to hold my breathing, made a big exhale, and tears run down my cheeks. I can no longer cheat myself as if he is harmless. The day before, he was supposed to get me some, but he didnt because he was busy. I told him I would drive down to his shop. No answer, so I texted to him. He said as I talked to you XXX got us a big order ... No, you didnt. Hahaha, this is his pattern. He talks with his girlfriends first and forgets me who need to know first. You understand English, he said. So he think it enough for me to let me listen to his conversation on the phone. RUDE. In this remote situation, how could I??? I wont let him do it again, I so determined when we divorced. Thats why I drove down there to minimize the time to expose myself to his sadistic procrastination and triangulation (I am out, but he thinks Im still in his rim). What if I found his boxes were such crap at home? He would contact me again. It was his tactics to keep me on his hook. I had a meltdown with complex emotion and so exhausted - yay, I did gray rock successfully; he did it again to me, really?!; he used his mom to show his emotional attachment to me (give me a break! your mom was great but what did you do to me?), anger, sadness, etc. I couldnt work yesterday.
Posted on: Sat, 24 Jan 2015 12:29:03 +0000
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