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I do not know what happens more ... I can feel something, but I do not know what that means .. It scares me . I was afraid of being abandoned or forgotten ... I was afraid to look out the window when it was dark . Because I was afraid of what was hidden in the darkness ... I was afraid to sleep ... Because I thought I would wake again .. I was afraid to grow up .. because I did not know what would happen to me? There is not much that scares me now ... For now ? There are I do not know what I fear ? I m afraid .. Losing my friends for the first time I have real friends ? 3 pcs. one of them was an old friend ? Another one brand new ? And the last one who has supported me for a long time ? But now ? Have they left me ... Thought I .. But still they come back ? I miss them like crazy much .... I hope that one day they will come back .. and being there .. so I leave them again ... I ? Do not know what happens to me ... I wish the bar ... stopped ? That I could forget the past ? And look fremmad ? Just move on and start anew ? But I can not ? .. If I moved school .. I could not think of anything else ? .. It is not because Im being bullied every day more ... But the thing that has been said to me ? That I should not have been born? And I .. yes ( mumble ) It has done that I have deep wounds in my face. The wounds are deep .. they penetrate right into the mind of me and pains me .. It is an inflammation I have in my wounds .. With words .. all that is thrown in my face every day? In order to burn wounds .. Here there is nothing to clean with ? Or anyway ? ( Muttering ) I can not bar come on .. I do not know .. the bar? If I got friends ... and if I .. could continue to have them .. so I wish the bar could disappear from me all the pain .. be thrown in a bag and be thrown to the bottom of the ocean? Where it would be forgotten and foraldt like the titanic ? But still not quite forgotten ? I still remember that? .. but would be moved on? - TheCryingAngel
Posted on: Mon, 02 Dec 2013 13:13:29 +0000

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