I do not regret moving out of my parents house trying to be independent despite incessant feeling of poverty. It has taught me to live within my means. It was quite a struggle but I got wiser and disciplined. And now that I have my own family, now that I have Robi, I admit that do not have to struggle anymore, BUT it doesnt mean that I will have to rely on him about everything, it doesnt mean I spend and will spend his money and just lay around all day getting fat. I WORK. I earn my own money, definitely not as much as he makes but enough to put something on the table, enough to shower him and my kids with gifts. I chose him not because he has money, I chose him because hes the most caring man I have ever met and I love him. And He chose me despite having a son as an excess baggage which I have to be scrutinized every waking hour by others. I have raised my child on my own without relying on others. I clothed him with the nicest clothes while growing up and have put him in good schools despite my JUST BEING A MODEL which I know is really not something others would consider as a job but I managed and I am proud of it. He chose me because I am good enough, I am smart enough and I am one of the few (If not the first) who had insisted to pay for our date when we were first going out. I am not bragging but YES I still pay for our dates sometimes, I spoil him too, I shower him with gifts when I have the means because I love him and I take care of the ones I love. I know I don’t need other people to believe in who I am and what I do to validate my worth. Robi believes in what I can do and who I can become and that is all I need. Its just that sometimes, I wish that people wont be so quick to judge.
Posted on: Fri, 25 Jul 2014 09:22:05 +0000
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