I dont care Im relaxed I dont care Im chill I dont care im relaxed Im relaxed Im relaxed Relaxed Relaxed Relaxed Wait holdup I dont have a care in the world I used to care I took a pill And now i have no frills But still Im chiller than ive ever been before Chillin like a villain on chiller channel with them killers killing to make a living and cannot feel forgiveness so they have to take it out on some one else Well some one else like me Could be afraid to leave the house like me Because like me they likely heard of 9/11 and boston bombings like bombings overseas although ive never seen a bomb go off my emotions say youre on the bus get off And youre stressed out you need to Get off Your minds speed racing and you might slip off Slip off the coarse Or faulty drag racing frame like the frame of your brain The same frame that keeps you sane has been dented and stained Youre cryings like rain and its iron You need to iron out some bad spots Tide stick out some dirty spots Dirty memories Like when you almost got caught Doing stuff you should not Your excuse is that youve never been taught but you have Rappers without dads and you want to fit in So push away your drunk and dirty father good for nothing smoking butts and what not But hes really good for something like how he moved you in the woods instead of danger in the hood so hes good for something but you want to rap and fit in Your under pressure like a pressure cooker Negative analogy But no one puts the cookers under pressure They do it themselves Like how grandma died and got took out on a stretcher I hope in her last dream she beat Michael phelps herself alone next to nothing nows shes in the ground and shes nothing but a memory My anxiety is a memory and a reality Like a reality tv show WHAT HAPPENS NEXT? I hope this is the last season This is a bad season to have anxiety Its summer Its a bummer But im feeling relaxed im like why Its almost like i want to feel it again To know that im still here And these pills didnt take me and replace me with some one near Because im no longer thinking Im not a deer in the headlights Im a deer in a pen with no way to get out No reason either But i want to know what its like out there Is it like it is in here Fun without fear Destruction without justice Im happy in here but i peer through the peephole and its a chaos land Im glad i grew up But this is not neverland Its chernobyl Where politics and teenage zits cause all the worlds problems Wo Wo Wo Wo Wo Stop Rember youre relaxed Ah yes im relaxed Im relaxed But alarm clock like ring ring I DONT WANT TO BE I want to think fluently like im rapping But i dont want my heart to feel like its packing I want to help people by knowing what its like to be in their shoes I want to talk to women and so im wearing high heels and they hurt Women post things on twitter that say they hurt That is a real world analogy Im rapping truth However most truth feels like it needs an apology Like a women who is pregnant from her cocky good for nothing mean mean boyfriend who wants nothing more than to lie in her bed Hold up did you get that? lie in her bed about things hell never do like when he told her he would stay and raise his kid every day Or ten years later when he told her ill be there soon That is a real real story But i made it up Kinda like a lie But its truth Like baby Ruth dressed up in a tie But he was really getting dirty hitting base balls sky high I guess i cannot stay and rap the rest of the day but the things i say are putting my past forward in a positive way like Brody Stevens Im making my life even And with help i can make your life even and although i think bad thoughts and my anxiety attacks Im relaxed I put my sword and shield on their racks and im relaxed Im chill Im relaxed with no frills Im chill like a chillzone but i aint 89 cents cheap even though ill only give you my two cents actually how ever Much you need im here To help and im chill Im relaxed Im relaxed Relaxed Relaxed Relaxed Have a great day And chill for the rest of it
Posted on: Tue, 29 Jul 2014 02:42:30 +0000
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