I dont even know the right way to word this,but Im going to attempt to. . .I had to make one of the hardest decisions that I will ever make in my whole life this week,and to say that I am torn into pieces on the inside is an understatement.Hercules has become increasingly more and more aggressive and unpredictable recently and there was an incident that I will not go into details on that left me,my mom and grandmother pretty shaken up.So,after talking with my mom and grandmother about his recent behavior,I made the decision to have him put to rest.I loved this dog as much as a mother loves her human children.It makes me physically ill to even think about it at the moment,and I have been literally crying for days.Even though,the worst incident that occurred was with me,I still didnt want to do this. . .Because just like a mother loves a human child with a mental disorder,I still love him.I always will.But for the safety of my mom,grandmother and others,it was something that had to be done,I keep having to remind myself. . .I am happy for the years that he got to spend here and there will always be a hole in my heart that can never be filled.Im just so sorry that things worked out this way. . .There are no words that can express how much pain Im in right now.None.It has been almost unbearable. . .Rest peacefully,my love. . . Im so sorry that there was nothing more I could do to fix you. . .
Posted on: Sun, 23 Nov 2014 03:32:28 +0000
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