I dont know about you, but Im starting to feel a tad overwhelmed... Christmas just simply exacerbates my madness... My mind, in tandem with my body are racing a million miles a minute...I cant relax, theres always something to do...and sitting down is not an option...shouldnt I be DOING something??? Its like Im on speed, but the more I cross off my list, the more I add to it, so its never a completed list...and its like a perpetual feeling of failure...I think Im basically nuts... You know its bad when your husband says, All I want for Christmas is for you to enjoy the holidays, enjoy the kids and our time together as a family... When he said that, I stopped in my tracks. He never criticizes me or demands me to be something Im not...the poor man, really...he accepts his high-strung and strung-out wife, quietly and without judgement. He lets me go out and slay the dragons each day, and trapeze around life, squeezing every last second out of the day to complete my jobs so that I can cross them off my perpetually and exponentially-growing list that never seems to end. Its kind of like a melody that never resolves, in musical terms...and that right there is the feeling I get...pent up, waiting, NEEDING the melody to resolve... I think, folks, it might just be time reassess all that I think is important...and perhaps (and Im cringing and saying this end part really fast...)....MAYBE...I *might* want to consider tearing up my list...orrrrrrr I could limit it to 5 things and no more...finish the list and CELEBRATE!?!? Pardon me while I have a small epiphany here... Hahahahahaha Its time to laugh and enjoy and sit. Its time to release the chains that are binding me to my ever-demanding and never-ending list!!! I think its time to resolve the melody Merry Christmas Everyone
Posted on: Sun, 21 Dec 2014 14:22:57 +0000
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