I dont mean to insult those who have been or are still in my life as friends...when I pray for a friend. If you lost your soul-mate you would know why I pray such a prayer. He was the one I ate meals with, cuddled with, prayed with, talked about EVRERYTHING with, cried with, laughed with, shoulder rubs, foot rubs, stayed quiet with, watched movies with, read the WORD with, read to each other, planned and dreamed with, confessed and forgave...apologized..forted...encouraged...a 24/7 other half because finally in my life TWO BECAME ONE. I didnt need to LEAN on others LIKE YOU...and spared you my sorrows...(well, not all of you! Some of your took turns walking with me in my recovery from LIFE) but that awful fear of abandonment did not possess me anymore...for 16 glorious years. Oh, yes, some people were enemies over big or little stuff...but I could get over it because my mister man was there to catch me...and remind me that their opinion didnt count. ONLY GOD and him really mattered. So now I hope you wont be upset with me for having a bout of grief....during the writing of the whole story...sixty years of several different roller coasters full of incredible exciting times and terrible torment...all mixed up together. My two kids rode with me...and amazingly...still love me!!! :) I know some of you rode along at times and also still love me. I LOVE YOU! And I Praise my God...and give HIM ALL THE GLORY. Psalm 40 He picks me up (with your help sometimes) and sets my feet on a rock...and gives me a new song to sing! I am warming up! :) Ready for the Symphony of Soaring to begin. Rise up and Rise above...those days that are so out of tune!)
Posted on: Sat, 02 Nov 2013 18:34:12 +0000
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