I dont often talk about my grief on here, not due to any reason, other then most of the time, I think Im doing ok, yesterday morning I awoke at 5 am to tears, not even sure if I was dreaming, I got up made coffee, still the tears, who do I call and say ok you said you would be here for me and now its 5 15 am.. being sensitive to what time it was I just sat in my chair and let the tears flow, the problem was I wasnt even sure as to what I was crying about, the loss of Jen, the loss of Jeremy Brown, or the loss of my sister Sheri Town just a few short weeks ago or all of them together, the tears flowed like raindrops, until about 10 15, I had to drive to Wichita and start work at 10:00.. I didnt call anyone cause, well, its hard to explain, however the day went on smoothly, and the tears stopped, I went out with friends last night, who through out the day I had talked to and explained I was in my pool drowning, they didnt try and fix me, they didnt give advice, they just hugged me and let me have my day.. so with that said,,, glad that is over time to move on.....
Posted on: Sun, 30 Mar 2014 18:41:33 +0000
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