I dont really have any friends, at all. Im not looking for attention or whining. I am just frustrated with the way people will act like they really care about you, feel something for you, want you, and then one day decide that they want nothing to do with you. When I am friends with someone, I love them, I believe in them, I respect them, I feel comfortable being myself with them. Its not just some temporary thing, either. I cant pretend to enjoy spending time with people that I dislike. Quality over quantity, anyone? I want meaningful passionate relationships, I want people I can trust, I can be proud of, I am always excited to spend time with. My problem seems to be that when I find people that I actually feel like I truly want in my life, they often say everything to convince me that they are genuine and unlike all the other people who change quicker than the seasons. That they really want me, because, they feel a connection between us that is beyond words, and I believe them. Then one day, after building me up, they suddenly decide they want nothing to do with me. Thats so cheap, disgusting. I want real dynamic interactions. I want to really feel things and care for the people I include in my life, they are special and I appreciate them. Its too bad that no one else wants these things. Yet, youll say you do. That this is exactly how you feel, when really youre the same as everybody else. No? Prove me wrong. Because, I dont believe anyone, anymore.
Posted on: Sun, 28 Dec 2014 22:49:06 +0000
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