I dont think Ive felt so lonely since b 4 I moved back up north. I know now why my mom never wanted us kids n her grankids to leave to far. I wish I had my mom to talk to I understand why she did so many things now I never understood till I took this journey, regardless her life is still giving me advice just thinking about her as I WAS growing up. I think Im so happy my daughter is bringing me my first grandbaby but its hurts so much to knowing its as hard for her bringing her first born here and not having my mom IT ABSOLUTELY crushes me!!! oh how bad I wish I could ware her pain for her!!!! Iove you Maleaa Russow and think of you everyday I hope you kno you can talk .To me about anything. I support any choice u make. Makenzi Savannah Lynn you are My ray of light u help me keep striving to stay as close as I can to you. And you are a amazing loyal daughter. I love you with alL my soul. Laz Jara you buddy are my laughter stored up in your wonderful animated meat head. Im having withdraws from Darian Jara u were always great at advice and lending a ear. I miss my family. Im running on empty with out yall you to Lane Felderman I miss you so bad you always had the perfect cocky comment yo cheer me up. Maquoketa is lonely with out yall. Id pay the world to have yall here right now. Miss n love you to the moon and back. Im sorry girls I didnt make better choices. But all I can do is live n leArn. And theres always the sting of pain Im still having to live with due to the mistakes Ive made. Im so glad to have ya and you are my world
Posted on: Sun, 03 Aug 2014 20:40:39 +0000
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