I dont want to be the one The battles always choose Cause inside I realize That Im the one confused I dont know whats worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I dont know why I instigate And say what I dont mean I dont know how I got this way I know its not alright So Im breaking the habit Im breaking the habit tonight I heard this song on my IPOD tonight and it made me think a lot. Lately I have been struggling with my own thoughts. Trying to find clarity on what I am doing and how I am handling things. I dont want to have all this anger locked up inside of me but I dont know where to outlet it. I try and do the right things and try not to be angry but there are things holding me back. I want to just do things and not worry about why I am doing them or if someone appreciates it or not. Just do it because its the right thing to do and if I dont do it right at least I know I tried to do it. Life is so hard sometimes, a lot of times people think it could be a lot easier but honestly I dont know if it can anymore. I just want to know I am appreciated and that even if I do something wrong its the effort and the thought that counted. I sometimes feel like what holds me back is not being told You tried thank you or I know your trying to help but next time let me do it instead. I know this is a long rant and people think and probably will tell me this isnt the place to do it. But its somewhere and I dont know where to write it and I dont want to bring people down either by telling them my problems. People have enough to deal with.
Posted on: Mon, 25 Nov 2013 07:31:21 +0000
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