I feel claustrophobic in my head . in my body . sometimes I fear meditation because deep inside I know the unlimited constrictions yet im aware of the constricted . the walls of the city rise up . and when arms of another human being wrap about me I feel the same . suffocating . a flash of a quickened heart beat . hyperventilate . ive pushed all of those feelings and all of those emotions so far down into the chasm . I dont even want to dive there for a treasure hunt . its all coal cast away to the bottom . weighing down my oceans . im glad I no longer carry around the brown paper bag to release and hold my breath . in and out . in and out . light head bringing me to the floor . the hole is there . all which passes through just stretches to make it bigger . and still I shove it all deeper and deeper
Posted on: Tue, 11 Jun 2013 14:13:04 +0000
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