I feel like I cant breathe. Like my chest has caved in. I was so busy at work yesterday, and when a good friend text me I kept our convo short and sweet, I answered his question, (formal address for wedding invites), threw in a little sarcasm like we always did, and put my phone back down. I thought about why he text me and how proud I was that he was getting married and that he had FINALLY found the girl who could take him on and give him a run for his money. A girl who we have all grown to love. Thought about how much she already means to me, but I didnt say a word about those thoughts. We always kept our talks GANGSTA and tough and kept each other laughing. If I wouldve known that was the last time we would talk, I most certainly would have. I hope he knew those things. I hope he knew that I did love him. Very much. No one will ever replace him in my life, or the friendship we had. No one will ever cuss me like a dog, and make me laugh until I cry at the same time. No one will ever have that 6th sense and know to text me random rap song lyrics when Im having a sad day. He was one of a kind, the REAL kind, and I hope he knew that.
Posted on: Sat, 10 Jan 2015 16:19:59 +0000
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