I feel like I shouldnt tell the truth about how I am because we live in this world where how other people perceive us is apparently a lot of what matters. What I want to be is entirely different from how I want people to perceive me. I want to be healthy, well, stable & hopefully happy. How I want to be perceived is how I currently am - suffering, mentally unstable, struggling, often depressed, anxious or suicidal. I want people to see these things because Im afraid if I go unwatched/unnoticed for too long I will disappear. I even partly believe that having the responsibility of pets keeps me going. When it feels like Im all alone & I dont know how to reach out to a person or when I dont feel like I matter to anyone, my pets are normally there, cuddling up to me & reminding me I matter to someone or something.
Posted on: Mon, 21 Apr 2014 06:43:40 +0000
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