I feel like an outcast and a burden with those that I shouldnt - TopicsExpress



          

I feel like an outcast and a burden with those that I shouldnt feel that way with. I feel as if I have no right to say a word about what I want or how I feel. It upsets me.....and I am mostly mad at myself for being a coward for so long and allowing others to control my life and to tell me what I was allowed. I shouldnt be afraid to share my feelings, thoughts, or opinions....I shouldnt be afraid of repercussions because some people are selfish, heartless, ignorant, fake, and dont even try to understand others. ......yes, I have a whole lot of pinned up anger and frustration towards certain people....just a couple. But, it actually frightens me sometimes.....I hope I never explode. Keeping things locked up inside and forcing myself to be nice and cordial for so many years is taking its toll on me. But, I am pretty confident that God will help me with that....His will, not mine. Self-discipline and peace go hand in hand.... (Just a small vent)
Posted on: Tue, 08 Jul 2014 14:44:56 +0000

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