I feel like giving up but I wont, I feel like moving and starting over but I cant, I wana cry from all my past pain but theres nothing left to shed, I wana love and I can, but why love to only feel its pain? Why care to be ignored? Why try to be pushed away? So many thoughts so many feelings, I wonder if I disappear who would even notice? Who would even care? Tbh I dont even care anymore I am tired, I am drained, I refuse to fight anymore, I refuse to be in pain, I rather be fought for then to fight a lossing battle... Life and love these days r so much more difficult then it should be..When did the word love lose its value n became everyones new habit? My friends say my heart is my strength but yet it is my weakness...I love hard but yet I hurt easily.. My friend once said Im too available for ppl..That maybe if I didnt jump so quick to care maybe they will learn to miss what they never appreciated in me...When will my time begin? I guess Ill wait and see...
Posted on: Tue, 01 Apr 2014 03:44:43 +0000
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