I feel the penetrating seeds of negativity taking root into my softened fertilized peace every person I come across stricken from heat irritated and aggrivated I feel it trying to.brush off on me I start noticing my situation as a issue a problem a hell I feel my temper roaring its ugly head from the den which had been lying dormant in a slumber since being saved sent it to hybernation how quickly she makes my blood boil and the taste of giving everybody piece of my mind you complaining about things you got dont got wish you had got why you got and didnt want ....man just stop but the world is a place of misery as I start getting a taste of refreshment of how good it would feel to draw blood after I punch this chick in the mouth for acting a foo cuz her kids playing in my water ...its my water ! or just slapping the taste outta this chicks mouth cuz she has a half black son standing behind her cuz she still mad about my son yelling at her a month ago I already apologized even had my son apologies last month now you standing there like your trying to intimidate me cuz your son is right there and what she dont know im feeling so enraged that id decked him in the mouth too you wont mess with mines so I sply tell her my son aint thinking bout you and its my understanding we settled this a month ago and I take no threats lightly nor do take kindly to them I finally go into my.home tell everyone in the home to give me a minute am I seriously getting distracted by my enviornment get angry at how ppl are I finally throw my hands up go into my room and turn the lights out close the blinds I need god so I blare my gospel music sing as loud I can to kill these sickly seeds taking root and tearing up my peaceful foundation and I feel a familar tingle throughout my body I know you here lord forgive me lord for allowing the world to distract me from you I love you to much to chew up and swallow down negatives of this world and I pray outloud to remove all the chaos from within me and create in me a clean heart and renew in me a right spirit ...and I kid you not like a bad dream I back in my elemental state of peace
Posted on: Wed, 06 Aug 2014 04:09:43 +0000
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