I find it so fitting that today of all days (my 6 year anniversary) I awake depressed and alone to read a report that Chris Brown, an abuser of women, misogynistic ass hole is once again in jail. If you recall Mr. BEAT HER UP BROWN was arrested, convicted and placed on probation for his vicious battery of Rihanna several years ago. And despite the viciousness of the attack the judge who clearly didnt care about the victim but only saw the famous ass hole in his courtroom sentenced him to probation! !! Showing every survivor of domestic violence that their pain physical mean and mental means nothing if the person who abuses u has money and a good lawyer. BEAT HER UP BROWN has basically laughed at the court and Rhianna by flagrantly disobeying the courts pathetic excuse of punishment, getting into fights, mentally abusing his current girlfriend and the victim of his attack, throwing chairs, and even disrespecting his own mother. He cant even obey a court order stay at a poss rehab facility where u know they arent helping him...its a damn spa for rich people basically. No real benefit to deal with the root cause of his issues. I dont think I will ever understand how our society can continue blowing off the plight that survivors have to deal with while they are being abused and after the abuse ends. Having society, judges, etc. Act as if abusing someone is just an accidental faux pa. The pain and suffering the memories the trauma never go away no matter how many years go by. What happened 6 years ago feel like it happened last night. The least little touch, a word, a stupid holiday created by the beer industry to allow drinking and merriment which now can no longer be celebrated reminds u that ur no longer the same person u were. The person killed that part of u and now shes dead and gone and she aint ever coming back no matter how many years past, therapy and meds you receive, or even the love and support of ur friends and nd family. Its always there just below the surface of ur smile, hiding behind that laugh or memory of of a happier day or time. My one hope for my daughters is that they never ever experience the hell of what I have been through in my life. I pray that I can shield them from my pain and that through my relationship with my fiance they know how a real man treats a woman -with unwavering love, honesty and respect. That a real man protects and uplifts a woman and doesnt tear her down break her mentally or physically abuse her. Real men dont need to define themselves by how low they can make another feel. They dont need to degregate you and make u feel less then u are. So to my ex husband thank you for being the most non real man Ive ever met because in a weird way if u werent so bad at being a man I wouldnt know how good of a real man I have now.
Posted on: Sat, 15 Mar 2014 11:57:32 +0000
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