I found a heartbreaking letter of papa for me and mama... a few years back( 1997). We fought about my siblings and him spoiling them. :( :( Dearest Mama Flor & Tingting All through the years, I have always tried hard to be a good husband and a good father. In fact, poor as we are, I always pray to God, that happiness will reign in our family for as long as we live. As a father, I knew nothing but give & shower all of you with love & attention. Every moment I see you beaming with gladness, I feel that I have reached the peak of my role as head of the family. But lately, I sense that I failed to attain fulfillment because the atmosphere prevailing does not seem to favor me anymore. At this time when I have already gotten near the sunset of my life, all my dreams seem to vanish. You see, as a loving father, not in my wildest dream did I realized that the love and care I showed to Rico and Mayta could make them go astray. I never expected that Rico will thread on the wrong path of life, much less Mayta whom I know to be soft-hearted some years back. I never thought that giving them some little things and favor, would make them stubborn, rebellious and bad. It really did not register in my mind that one day in my old life, I would wake up to find that the two are slowly ruining their future. Its really painful and heartbreaking because no father in his right senses would want to see his children heading for a bleak tomorrow. Yes, I really feel very much guilty for this and could not forgive myself. Rico and Maytas escapades in school is only a duplication of what I did, in the yesteryears. As a student, I also experienced wasted semesters. I just hope and pray to God, you will help me through prayers and understanding inorder to rehabilitate and bring them to the right way of life. I already made a vow to God, that as long as I live, I will do everything to help them. I have a feeling that one day, they will come to realize and change for the better. I feel doubly sad for being wrong, I am really to blame for everything, I apologize. Thank you for reading this letter, God bless and love you both. Love lots, Papa Domie :( :( :( :( i love you papa... :( mingaw na sad ko... :(
Posted on: Fri, 05 Sep 2014 09:47:55 +0000
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