I found myself starting to go into my ball, as someone who was - TopicsExpress



          

I found myself starting to go into my ball, as someone who was once close to me used to say... When I wash off the makeup, take off the earrings and put my hair away, theres just me... Simply me... a woman still feeling my self, feeling my heart, feeling my faith... And I began to wonder, God, am I really enough for You? Am I strong enough to do this on my own? My heart started to crack, and tears began to fall down my face... But before that crushing weight of giving up could shatter my soul, Abba Daddys Holy Spirit enfolded me, whispering sweetly through the tears, Youre never alone, Love. I cried harder, and He ministered to me through song: When the music fades, all is stripped away, and I simply come... My tears have changed into something different, something bigger than this selfish, self-deprecating pain... Gratitude. Im grateful my God loves me when I forget to love myself AS myself and as the woman Hes molding... and He loves me enough to turn my mourning into joy, even when the joy is still tears...
Posted on: Thu, 06 Mar 2014 05:50:13 +0000

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