I found out I was pregnant on January 1st, i was about 2 weeks 3 weeks, and then I started bleeding well I thought I was miscarrying. So we went to the hospital, I wasnt miscarrying wierd. So i continued to bleed. Then when it started to spot i went to my ob and he said you need to go get blood work and I am scared you may be having a Ectopic pregnancy, so I went and got my ultrasound, around this point i was 6 weeks and I knew if i am having a ectopic pregnancy i would have to terminate the pregnancy, so i did not want to see the screen, The ultrasound tech thought itd be nice to be like "heres your baby" and i am soo stupid that i looked. that broke my heart to see it. It was soo little. Well i got the methotrexate shot and got blood tests done every week to make sure it was gone so i wouldnt have to get surgery, But now i am un sure if I will ever be able to have kids. I wish I could talk to someone about it, but no one ever does want to talk about it with me and help me grieve.
Posted on: Fri, 28 Jun 2013 02:41:55 +0000
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