I frequently wish I looked and behaved the way I do now when I was on reality TV. That entire period of my life was such a rough one. I was miserably depressed, the fattest Ive ever been, and three days before I went down to LA to film my boyfriend of a year dumped me with no explanation. I had no idea how to do my makeup or hair or dress my bloated body, so the entire thing was doomed from the beginning. Then they edited me to be my worst and while my cast mates were being showered in love from the internet, I was being told to kill myself and getting rape threats on the daily for being a fat outspoken feminist on National television. Its so frustrating because it was a big deal to me at the time and now Im embarrassed for people to even look it up because its such an inaccurate representation of myself. I get enough of people judging me for who I am on the internet - the hot mess I was on reality TV doesnt help my case.
Posted on: Thu, 18 Dec 2014 21:02:49 +0000
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