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I give respect where its deserved and show curiosity when I wonder. I love whole heartedly and sometimes it becomes the death of me. I have made so many mistakes. My eraser is gone and my lead is dull from all of the times Ive had to erase and start over. It is getting harder to hold onto my past these days, when Ive forgiven myself for being less then what I know I am capable of. I think its just that we all break. We all crumble, and we all have to rebuild ourselves as the version that is more appealing to our own eyes. It isnt wrong. It isnt right. I will say though, Ill be damned if I ever let any person who hates themselves make me hate myself or even them. When I was unhappy with myself, that reflected in my actions. Doing things to destroy my worth and everything around me. I felt self hatred... That leaked out of my pores like poison.... But then I woke up this morning just like the morning before, feeling free and happy and full of life. If I ever hated myself then, I love myself now. Even when people show me hatred and hold my mistakes over my head and choke me with their negativity... I still remain grounded in the same place. The same place I was this morning. Inner peace has never felt so good. I feel empowered knowing that there was a time that chaos swallowed me whole, and now I stand here strong, maybe a little scraped and bruised at times but still stronger then Ive ever been. I dont allow one moment of hate to ruin a lifetime of love. Im real. My life is precious to me and my happiness is valuable. All of those times filled with confusion, lies, doubt, anger, sadness and hatred are slowly disenegrating images. The new picture Im painting is so much brighter and vibrant and it radiates love where hate once was. If you hate me, just know I love myself. Even if I dont know why you do and Im curious for an answer, just know... Im still in love with myself. My soul is warm. If I can give you any advice, love yourself the most.
Posted on: Fri, 16 Jan 2015 07:33:07 +0000

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