I got a message from someone that I wont say the name, but I deleted them after I read it and responded to it. They had been following my shit for a while and said I was a jerk just looking for pity. I said they didnt get it at all. If you think I want pity or to feel sorry for me? youve missed the point. I dont feel sorry for myself and if anyone does? Dont. Im ashamed of things in my past and Im proud of things in my past. I had some bad problems, but the glory days out way the bad days. Not many people have got to do and see what I have, and thats what I chose to remember now. Maybe 8 years ago I looked at too much negativity, but I rarely do now. Ive been open, honest and let my heart write allot of the ups and downs of my life, but not for you to feel sorry for me. I made it out the other end and some didnt. Feel sorry for them. Im good now, infact Im better than good. Ive got support Ive never had. My friends that had to deal with my addictions are now my friends again and take joy in the fact that they inspire me and Im open to it. I have friends in here that Ive never met face to face, but Id be glad to break bread with you. So the He/She that missed the point because they came in in the middle and have no clue of who or what I am. They can chose to not read my rants. Its like a TV show, you can always change the channel and Ill do one better and delete you so you dont have to see this old mans face or my rants made to make people think and or laugh. Im a little out there sometimes but It all comes from my heart as a warning, an observation or just some BS to make to laugh. I deleted him/her and it should all be good now. No feeling sorry for me, no pity, only love from the heart from me to you and you to me. You are my friends,..... democrats, republicans, Jewish, Christians or any other faith. You believe in Angels and I believe in Spirits, and I think theyre the same thing. We are all one or youre missing the point. We get to live with mother earth and enjoy all she gives to us, or we can live in the dark and just keep bumping into BS and holding onto it. I have a light in my tunnel now that I walk towards and the darkness will stay in my rearview mirror unless I want to look in it. I like it in that rearview mirror that Ive stopped looking in for the most part. After that message I went to my local Wolies and noticed that I used to walk with a straight face and only smile at kids and babies. Today I noticed I walk with my head up and I grin. Things are good and in the words of Ringo, a great drummer Things are getting better all the time, or atleast I think he said that. So be well, be happy, be safe and dont let Christmas bite you on the ass. ;o))
Posted on: Mon, 06 Oct 2014 23:49:30 +0000
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