I grow hateful against myself, I despise my existance. I am irate towards me, I lack strength for resistance. I feel Im fading out entirely, leaving myself despair. I feel dead inside so direly, I reject the love of repair. I am alone in this void, to nothing I owe the pleasure. Demons being deployed, hopeless, feeling I treasure. Why do I waste here, the place I feel love being tolled. Sometime I taste fear, my only emotion left I behold. I need to leave this, yet stay in this life I feel I must. I feel so needless, not one soul I feel safe to entrust. Im dying, I lose homeage in my self day by slow day. I take ear to lying, I find sanctuary in stealing away.
Posted on: Wed, 12 Mar 2014 01:38:55 +0000