I guess its time to light that fire inside my soul. Since a week ago last Friday my world has grown darker by the day and colder by the hour and the silence is growing louder by the minute. From the betrayed trust to the lost friendship, from the wanting to hold on to the having to let go. Watching friends crushed by the reality by suicide. Being forced to reopen wounds that havent even begun to heal. Being told you are losing your favorite gig because your great but he is coming back this season. Learning your mother is in the hospital through a text message. Finding out your childrens other grand mother has been diagnosed with leukemia. And finally being told that the only family you have out here on Mars has decided to move back home. The irony reminds me of the motto we carried through my heavy metal days of old There is No Justice There is Just Us or in this case just me. I am not crying or complaining I chose this path and there will be not turning back just venting the pressure that naturally builds when so many negative impacts happen in such a so period of time 10 days to be exact. It is time to light the fire inside this soul. If I ignite the catalyst properly I may be able to create a fusion reaction and thats what makes stars shine.
Posted on: Tue, 14 Oct 2014 07:25:20 +0000
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