I had a dream about Jayson last night. He was healthy and looked like he was about 12 which would of been his true age. It was a strange dream. One of his friends kept breaking into our house for some reason. Not to take anything but to be in our house. Very weird. I cant get him off of my mind today. I miss him so much. His birthday is almost here and i wonder what he would of looked like these days. I know he would be handsome, beyond adorable. In my dream his hair was blonde again and his eyes were bright blue like they used to be before cancer took the light from them. I think Jayson was destined to be tall. Chemo usually stunts their growth and sometimes they need growth hormones but Jayson grew throughout treatment and i think that he would of been tall. Its not fair that we will never know. I want another day with him.
Posted on: Wed, 07 Jan 2015 21:49:13 +0000
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