I had a guy stop by today. A very large guy .A guy who bullies people and is is really off base when it comes to his thought process. And ot very good at ite is a drug dealer but he is dangerous and not liked. And he is definitly nerve racking. And I find myself getting angry with him alot.he follows me around like a lost puppy.And i try not to look him in his eyes so he will not talk so much. One time I had to kind of stick my chest out and let him know who i use to be and let him know I am not someone he can talk over or intimidate.. But today I had a good talk with him. i explained to him that he cant blame anyone for your mistakes.And then I looked him in his eyes and it was like I was looking at a 6 foot 5 dark skinded with dreads lost child. Usually when I have a disagreement with people from the streets ,my thinking goes back to the old way of thinking and I stratagize in my head how I am gonna beat them up.And what consequences will there be? Who does he know.And do i know them too? And would they take up for him? and if so what do i have to make sure no one catches me slippin. But today something changed . I didnt see him as a threat or any real anger and I actually felt sorry for him.like he was a victim of circumstance or abuse or something i just couldnt pinpoint it.But ya It had changed the way I view people.
Posted on: Sat, 29 Nov 2014 23:28:51 +0000
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