I had a wake up call yesterday at 620pm when i had to go check myself in the er cause i could hardly stand I had to be transported from pine bluff jrmc cause they dont have a proper niccu for premature babies so i was rushed in the ambulance sirens and all to lil rock uams medical center where i recieve all my prenatal care at 33wks pregnant my lil girl is barely 4ibs and 2oz and is being put on bedrest because i do too much for my family i been here since 1030 last night but what i dont understand is why im being told that i do too much and its causing her heart rate to get low and im being told that i need to sit down and get help with my child and other things that may need done uugghhh i look at the doctor with a serious face cause he dont understand thats not reality its just us we are a team my man has 2jobs pays all bills since i was high risk and could no longer work at my job and he also goes to school fulltime as a senior i do everythingelse cook clean grocery shopping laundry take my child to the bus stop and be there when she get out of school when she isnt feeling well take her to and from school do her hair iron her clothes run her bath help her with home work be there for him as well i do all the above for mine i have no help no family here and even if i did they still wouldnt babysit or help so i tell him im just fine my baby will make it to 9mths my swelling will go down my blood pressure will get undercontrol i refuse to let the devil win GOD gives me strength to do what i do on end day by day without complaint we dont need anybody we are good and trust if im tired my honey does it all so the devil better get back im not having a premature child i want her to be healthy this i will try to get under control we dont have the luxury of help so i know the lord will keep me healthy
Posted on: Sun, 29 Sep 2013 03:14:25 +0000
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