I had the most amazing experiences last night....for a week now, I have had what many of you have, that we are calling the flu. In the healing of myself on every level, I have been very aware of every ache and pain, on all levels and have surrendered to the journey. I became very aware last weekend that I felt like I was dying, I could feel, hear, see and was engulfed in all the layers of astral energy, and heaven and hell states all at one time. It is like watching a movie in 7-D, lol, instead of just 3-D that you are in, but also observing. I have been feeling all the things that I have denied or repressed, all of the hurt, the suffering, guilt, shame and fear, but in the clearing I have seen how I participated in those experiences. Things were revealed to me from ancient of days, where many patterns, good, bad and indifferent originated from. I fully am taking responsibility for my part of where I have gone off of my divine blueprint....but I have also seen clearly how and where I have allowed these patterns and will never live in them again. I will no longer make excuses for myself or others, or participate in pretending things are alright when they are not. I am choosing to pull things out by THE ROOTS not just cut the cords..I do not want any of the attachments to grow back. I encourage all of you to be on this quest...to die to the old self and patterns, and manifest your authentic self, the Being of Light that you are NOW..right here in PRESENT TIME. In this process of facing death, and dying..last night I was a little hesitant to close my eyes and go to sleep....I could feel that once again the duality of, I am awake, I am asleep, was not real...I was already as I always have been in all places much more consciously than most people. I can remember my birth and where I was before, so nothing is really paranormal to me or 3-d...much more multidimensional...so last night I felt taken over, not in a bad way but all of a sudden my Father, James Boyd Isaacs was in my room in a bed, by my bed. It is his birthday today December 20, 1915, he made transition on November 29, 1988. I have not had many dreams with him since he passed..some scary ones, where he didnt speak and was like a zombie. When I saw him last night he was talking to me..telepathically, and he was worried that he hadnt paid his gas bill...he had til Friday to pay it, he thought he still had a deposit so they could take it out of that...It was so real...totally my room him in it and I am not asleep...I then got anxious that his credit would be ruined if this was not paid..there were many other things...for one thing my Father only paid cash for things..had no bills...and was very controlling about money. All of a sudden I realized hey, no worries he is not here in this level he is dead...when I realized that it was sort of creepy for a moment, but layers of issues with him disappeared...and were healed. Then I see my Mother...my dear sweet Mother, Joyce Evelyn Vander Kooi Isaacs sitting in a chair by my bed..in my room...I was so happy to see her, it was so natural and felt like she is always there...I got out of bed and hugged her..she was taken aback and said, oh is that allowed...I said yes, and I hugged her tighter and longer than I think I ever had in my life....I then said to her..why dont you come and lay down in bed with me..she again said, are you sure that is ok...she came to lay by me and the cats....it was the most heavenly experience...and lasted forever...I then realized as I woke up that she passed away April 10, 2013....WOW WOW WOW I then had epic dreams too long to go into that were so real and revealing...so I am here to share with all of you that the illusion is that we are separate from anything...THERE IS NO DEATH...there is no OTHER SIDE...we dont have to die to be in heaven...I found this photo tonight...taken DECEMBER 23, 2012...a few months before she transitioned..I was with her then too..and she is with me now and we were never apart and never will be...LOVE NEVER DIES MY FRIENDS... WE ARE ALL ONE BODY OF GOD...FEEL THE ONENESS....WE NEVER LEFT THE GARDEN..WE FELL THROUGH FEAR INTO THE ILLUSION OF SEPARATION ....DUALITY....YOU ARE NOT ALONE..YOU ARE SAFE...AND YOU ARE SO LOVED AND SO NEEDED ON THIS EARTH AT THIS TIME TO BE YOU..THE HEALED YOU....MM
Posted on: Sat, 20 Dec 2014 06:59:55 +0000
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