I had this wierd dream, where Im all grownup and then there was this women who claims that my life is hers to keep. She somehow watches over me even when she is far away. Rings me up a billion times a day to check what Im doing. She even shared my blanket with me (I hate sharing my blanket). Then there was this kid, small & cute but he looked just like me when I was an infant. He even smiled at me. I even saw my self working my ass off at some office desk, can you believe that me working in some office. Cmon Id be a robotic engineer spending my life making robos like optimus prime or something similar when I grow up. Then I saw my mom, she is grown old (like thatll ever happen in reality). There are 2 things thing that would never happen, a digital watch showing 24:00 hours on the display and my mom growing old. I even saw people who dont like me but then I have my friends whod keep me safe :) I saw some important people in my life drifting away from me but I know theyd be back when they need me. And then mom woke me from my dream. The dream was indeed my reality and what I thought was real is what I wanted to dream. No matter how hard I try to go back being a child, living those innocent days, getting dirt all over my face, wiping the leaking nose with the collar edge, making mommy kiss the wound to make it all better, those days would never come back. The farthest distance one can ever travel is yesterday. I can never go back being a menace that I used to be but the child within me will always be young and alive. Either I never had a childhood the way I wanted it to be or Im just too greedy. The fact is that I have child of my own now and I can be a kid once again because of him. I know I sound quite ridiculous right now but I just wanted to see how many wierd minds do I know are out there. I think thered be a few :)
Posted on: Thu, 30 Oct 2014 08:03:12 +0000