I had to block who I just added this week, who recently met me at work in passing encounters, so I accepted their request, but Id been too polite instead of doing the right thing, and also was too polite when they asked me in person, when was the last time you cried and what about?, during a random conversation. I dont even know this person, and that is the most unsacred, disgusting, hurtful thing anyone can say to anyone (I dont have to desecrate deep feelings for losers who dont care about peoples lives and perishings who are a part of who I am in my soul), but I didnt want to be afraid, so I stood up to it, even though my walls slammed shut and Ive been maneuvering defensively treading lightly since with politeness but not honesty, because they didnt deserve that; that was sadistic, manipulative, selfish crap of them. I was confused if I was just too serious or what...but after thinking about it, my instinct was right and I shouldve gone with it. I dont know what Hell in them made them do that disrespectful, nonconstructive thing, and I told them it was unsacred and wrong. Its forgiven...I just didnt want conflict so I caved to warp my values and sense of comedy as a remedy but thats misusing comedy, too. It started by them helping in my area at my job, and Im nice to all strangers, and we were just saying, thats what he said, and thats what she said after almost every sentence we said. I was cool with that since it was harmlessly halfway funny and fine, so i could tolerate it, I thought, but its not necessary nor right for me to allow the other rude violations. I admit I didnt want to deal with controlling that, because I just wanted no problems at doing my business, but I need to control this situation, for my sake and the sake of my true friends on here, because we never do certain things wrong. This is why I put my middle name, before, so that people who I dont invite might have a difficult time finding me, or who I dont know to have honor- which most do have where I am around me, but difficult circumstances occur every so often. I try not to show my face. This all is to explain to you why my new name is Scott Giddy (shoot, I really didnt want to do that after I just made fun of Prince or the unspeakable symbol or whoever and Puff Daddy), so only strangers in faraway foreign lands might find me, or real good people Im connected with, safely from now on. Its my fault, though; how I didnt honestly tell them what I felt about what was going on. There is such a thing as being too polite to people who arent respectful of me or you or anything, and its not mean to say, no. So, in conclusion, its a good day. :) I tried to change my name to S Giddy, but FB wont allow me to use S as a name. So, now it just sounds ridiculous. On the bright side- as always- at least it isnt Gross. lol
Posted on: Sun, 30 Mar 2014 19:43:45 +0000
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