I had to make one last video/status just to make sure. Speaking from the heart feels great, Im not the best speaker, but theres one thing I needed to make sure you knew. And sometimes I talk about you in 3rd person, thats how long it has been... So long.. You faked me out good. I could have sworn you wanted to be with me for the long haul. I thought you wanted to make this journey together. I never felt it stronger thats why Ive been so persistent. Anyway. Double ultimatum. Neither are about abandonment. I said I got you. I said I love you. I have. And I do. And I always will. But I still cant take this. Maybe Im weak... Or maybe you just arent yielding an inch so nothing can happen between us even if I dont move an inch... (like I promised I wouldnt, no matter how hard you push... Im not moving. Move an inch is just another way to talk about loyalty) The first ultimatum is two months (my phone) and the second is two years (my home), just listen. If you cant make it by then (November 1st and December 31st), we can try again in two years or so, perhaps by then you would be more interested in a long term committed relationship. No matter how much you want me back in your life, I wont give in past New Years Eve, C-Money. Its unit L-25 incase you forgot. Past then you will have to wait 2 more years for me to leave my cave again (didnt you already wait nearly that long for me to leave my cave?) I want to spend my 2015 and 2016 falling deeper in love with you and go on many adventures together. I want to show you my world, a world you have never experienced. I want you to show me yours, a world I certainly have never experienced. I dont want to spend it knowing I will wait 2 years before giving you another chance, but I will do that no matter how much I love you and want to give in, just to prove I dont want to be controlled. Stop fighting my masculine and just relax into your feminine beauty (believe me, you shine like a diamond). Fear, or love? The choice is yours. If you do love me, choose love.
Posted on: Thu, 23 Oct 2014 08:27:25 +0000
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