I hate insomnia.. the thousands of thoughts bouncing around in my head. These upcoming holidays are gonna be difficult and then my daughters leaving with 4 of my grandkids to New York. Trying to figure out Thanksgiving plans, but difficult when you dont even know where youll be. I see my neck Dr in a few days.. get xrays. :) I hope hell be able to tell me why the numbness, tingling, etc.. is back in my arms and hands and why my headaches are constant again. I hope I didnt mess up things when I fell awhile ago. I wish all bipolar (or any other mental disease) people werent ill.Or were taking meds to help. Dealing with them over a period of time takes its toll on the people who love them. And when youve been a victim of domestic violence, controlling issues, etc.. it seems the bipolar person always points their finger at you. But you love the person so much that you just go somewhere and cry. Hoping that tomorrow will be better. Speaking of meds.. perhaps my ambien might be a good idea tomorrow night.. or should I say tonight? Ive made it to the end of candy crush again, laid here doing square and cube roots in my mind, went through the alphabet naming animals, girls and boys names, and food for each letter. Hundreds of memories from childhood till present. The what ifs, I wonders, and WTF was I thinking thoughts. OK.. Ill quit boreing you all. Hope you all have a good day and weekend.
Posted on: Sat, 26 Oct 2013 12:14:50 +0000
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