I hate that I cant see your face, except for a picture on my mirror. But I love that when I look at it, I feel you are near. I hate that you cant speak to me when I mention the word Elijah But I love the way your voice is in my memory from all the talks we had. I hate that God took you so soon, when I still needed you here. But I love the thought of you at peace, no more pain or no more fear. I hate not knowing for sure what happens when you die. But I really love to believe there is a heaven past the sky. The thing I love to hate the most, is when people think Im so strong. But it actually only seems that way because I cant accept the fact that you really are gone! I read this every day so I could stay together and that last words you said to me just replay in my head over and over so as I wait patiently for you I promise our 3 will never go without and Ill be as strong as I need to be at my weakest points I miss you and love you so much just wish you was here with cause we need you the most
Posted on: Sat, 19 Jul 2014 03:48:52 +0000
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