I have a sad day coming soon, I have been holding onto some dogs for a friend and now its time for them to go home. There are about four I have spent months with and have had some very memorable moments. I dont even want to be here when they leave but that is impossible. I know I am a grown man but I also know I will have an emotional time with the dogs I have attached to. I have right now a choked up feeling thinking about whats about to happen. This will probably be as hard as when I lost my boy Outlaw RIP 4 years ago. This is a decision that had to be made due to my kennels being over populated by a couple of dogs in a boarding type deal, now they are all leaving and the ones I have had for months are turning me inside out. I relieved some are going but there are 3 that I have emotionally bonded with that are hurting already. One I have doctored back to health, one I have had in his puppy days and now he is a young dog and one that she stole my heart from day one that when I get home I let her out and she is withe through my work around the yard and makes me smile on a regular basis daily. She is very special to me and to load her to leave is something that is eating me up everyday. She walks with me, explores with me helps me dig holes and every time she sees me she does the pitter patter with her feet. When I set with her she gives love like she has been with me all her life. For the last couple days I cant look at her or the other two, I just cant. I need strength through this bad. I dont know yet when they are leaving but right now writing this post I have tears of pain. I dont know what to do I have never had a dog I am attached to leave except when they passed. My heart is in these dogs and it is emotionally wrecking me right now for these particular dogs. I signed on for something I couldnt handle kenneling multiple dogs and its time for them to go but I have had the others for a lot longer and they go too. I am a wreck this morning and want this over so I can be even madder at the bully world. Pray for my strength to over come my feelings and emotions to be numbed even more. Damn I hate the dog world but love the dogs..... Today Im broken.
Posted on: Fri, 17 Oct 2014 11:00:56 +0000
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