I have a unending list of valid needs. More than i can say i have had in years. Granted Im not a label kind of gal... ( unless its toilet paper or bread lol) dont think I even have matching towels I just cant work enough to cover all of the true needs. Sometimes makes living better seem impossible. The old addage of bad things happening in 3s is false.....at least for my household its more like 3 a day. I tie myself in knots being so analitical.. so specific...trying to figure out how to work it all out. Last year I worked worked worked. Was very selfish and didnt take time for family and friends for trying to stay above water....it was to take care of me. But not emotionally or physically.. only financially. Feeding on the persistence and persevering spirit God instilled in me to be independent and successful and not allow others major issues drown me. It was a good year financially. Not good enough for what I sacrificed however. Some wasted time...wasted money....estranged friendships..and most important, my spirit was crippled. My own prideful moments trying to ensure my survival. (Cause Im the only one that can do it right? Lol. What a spell the devil had me under to lead up to a drowning episode) So Im in a much humbler place right now. I have a longer list of blessings. My spirit is leading me to serve again. This brings me joy. Serve my family, my friends, my community. Serve for my God. And take time to relax and enjoy the fabulous folks around me. That is living better. Praying over developing ideas right where I am. Thank you Father for obsticals ( I get it, can they lighten up now please, ;). ). Im ready for a few overcoming moments. Goodnight my Lord. I love you.
Posted on: Thu, 30 Jan 2014 05:29:53 +0000