I have been avoiding posting about my struggle lately but heres some settling of accounts that needs to happen! So every now and than I get a few inboxes from ppl who are really into thinking the world as it is known is revolved around themselves and their grandness ;) LOL if I havent been sharing, liking, inboxing, revoluting, and/or activisming to your standards, or generally living my life in whatever manner it is you seem to think I should be living, well its your problem not mine. If you are actively talking to/listening (gossip, lateral violence, lateral oppression) to so called friends/family members (and trust me there is ppl in my life who are there only to denigrate my work and try to pull me down due to their own personal feelings of worth that have nothing to do with me) of mine about my personal pain and suffering without asking me and or offering support of any kind you need to exit my life ASAP cuz that kind of person I do not need in my life. I have gone thru the worst summer and fall of my life in a very long time dealing with chronic illness and after I pretty much lost my battle with anxiety and depression and over last winter and spring. This has nothing to do with anyone but ME and my feelings about where I am at in life and with my journey and dream, please do not bring your own issues or ego into it because that is not helping me at all. It adds undue stress and angst on top of the gushing wound I am trying to heal my aortic bleeding from. If you have any questions about my personal or public life ASK ME, step to me in my face rather than relying on outside information. If you dont have the guts to step to me about my own issues but feel free to talk about them, just delete me. I am feeling better, its a long haul, but nothing is more disconcerting than hearing about the fact that I am alive and well is not good enough or that I am not contributing.... part of my de/oppression has to do with colonization and my attempts (however romantically foolish) to do something about this insanity we call society and my attempts to build something outside of it with my OWN ppl. so there you have it! end RANT lol scroll on....
Posted on: Tue, 18 Nov 2014 22:58:12 +0000
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