I have been meditating, and shedding those tears, I have been holding back for a year. Yesterday was the painful, one year anniversary of my mother leaving this earth physically. I has not been able to look at a picture of her since she has been gone. People say, it will get better. Those days are hard to find now. My blessings have been abundant. I would give up I have to hear her voice, her laughter or to see her smile. I went to her grave site for the first time, and I cried as if it just happened. I looked around, realized my mother didnt have a headstone, and I wept even harder. She made my world bigger than this life. In my pain, I sadly neglected her, the tears wont stop as I am sharing this with you. I asked myself. How dare I! I was almost on my knees, as I apologized to her. I am a representation of her success as a single mom, in that is her pain and struggle to provide for my brothers and I. She gave us all the love, that was humanly possible. I appreciated it more as a man. I wiped those tears away. She didnt get a headstone. We got her a mausoleum to honor her. Alhumdullilah(praise God). Honor thy mother and father that thought days may be long. When you love someone, you have to love them every day as if they are gone. Life is beautiful, people make it ugly. Enjoy every moment, and live it to the fullest. Have a wonderful day.
Posted on: Fri, 12 Dec 2014 14:04:08 +0000
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