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I have been thinking of a question: why i worry if i go to Mystic Rose the 3rd time? the answer became clear after the silent sitting in the afternoon: because i dont want to see my truth as a woman. isnt it hilarious ? because i have been seeking my truth for a long time and now i am so worry that i am not the good woman as i used to be?! The fear of ego distracts me from meditation. while i post it here, the fear of unknown and uncertainty about myself ha arisen. 這些天來,因為對於要參加第三次神秘玫瑰總感到有些憂慮, 我開始問我自己在害怕什麼。 下午靜坐過後, 答案清晰許多。因為我害怕見到身為女人的真實面。可笑的是,這麼多年來,我一直在尋找真實的自我。現在我竟然害怕起我不是我習以為常的好女人. 當我寫下這些憂慮, 對未知的自己和不確定感悄然升起。 戰慄中........
Posted on: Sat, 08 Mar 2014 11:23:01 +0000

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