I have burned my proverbial wings flying too close to the sun and I have smashed down the gavel of my judgement against people and institutions and the actions and words of others. and I have done these things as the mountain was too high for me or I believed or knew I could not compete or measure up in some way myself, the road was too long and suffered too much etc. but in reality my self absorption and sheer neediness propelled me to look down from my imaginary Olympus on distasteful solitudes of inferiority placing me for not even mere seconds apart from or above another human being making the sentience of self slightly more palatable. no amount of this can build my castle and I cannot even ascend to the valley in this way. a friend asked me a question about another person tonight and all of a sudden it became clear like the noon day sun the attitude I had been often displaying in regards to this person a lesser light in my mind when I was feeling like a lesser light myself . i did not like the truth be told what I saw . we are all members of gods great family of mankind each of us no more no less than the other. different gifts and different levels of revelation do not make us. if I can have a heart for others and make it last then I have begun to be the summit I desire I can then feel real feelings of worthiness and walk the road of life , I can run free be a man with fire in his belly that can keep choosing the way that shines a light and not allow my mistakes to defeat me . luv ya Martin
Posted on: Fri, 21 Jun 2013 07:07:20 +0000
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